There are certain things that simply make our lives better.  The love of a family is essential in order to grow, prosper and to become greater.  Whatever that “greater” is for someone, it is love from family that helps you achieve and become more.  One realization I came upon during my second trip here (a two month stay) is that to some of the children here I was a part of their support system, and a part of their family.  I never intended on living in Africa for longer than a year, being so serious about working at 25 or worrying about the well-being of a nine year old, but I guess God’s plan was different for me.  I have been urged by my friends and mentors Stan and Nathan who recently visited that I should write more about some of the trials or struggles I have as a result of my role.  They saw that what I write is not all that I do and that the situations of the children outside of school are sometimes more desperate than people understand.  I usually keep that to myself, but I realize now that it’s definitely worth sharing.

I recognized last summer that I needed to return here and to be serious about the care of these children.  In order to make a lasting and strong difference in the community or school I needed to commit more time.  Anyone can step in, buy gifts and then leave after a few months, but to truly be more for children I realized that I would have to do more than buying a pair of shoes or a new backpack.  I needed to go further than saying “I love you” and actually express it in my actions no matter the circumstances or consequences.  Because of my constant role here at the school I have known many families for a number of years now.  In some cases that is a blessing and in some cases it is a curse.  Some children are blessed with wonderful homes and others with horrible home lives.  Many of our children are often being cared for by grandparents or relatives, which sometimes means they are seen as a burden.  They are an extra mouth to feed and a costly investment of energy and money.  In some cases there is abuse, both mental and physical and extreme neglect.  This was the case with a special child in my heart, Catherine.  

From June to October I did my best to make it “profitable” and beneficial to her former caregivers to actually care for her.  Without going into too many details, I recognized that no matter what I did for them, it wasn’t enough and her home would eventually be her downfall.  After some time, many things that were intended to care for her were being withheld from her.  She was so close to having everything she deserved, but the abuse and neglect persisted. So, she began to run away.  The thought of going home was just too much.  So, to the best of my ability I took action despite the potential backlash.  

Many people will question, out of a school of 100+ why her?  How is it that I met 40 children years ago, but one of them calls me father?  Do I feel I am stepping out of my role as a teacher?  The truth is, I don’t know and I can’t really explain it.  It’s in my heart and mind so I act.  God blesses us with experiences to understand ourselves, our strengths, our limitations, and it is on us to act accordingly.  I am absolutely stepping out of my role as a teacher but I don’t hesitate or have any reservations.  Some people here have urged me to reconsider, be careful or tread lightly.  They told me it’s dangerous for a white man to take on an active role in the community and especially to care for children.  I am an outsider, an American and people may try to take advantage of me, they could make false accusations or try to hurt me simply because of my trying to help.  In general, African men, especially young men, don’t care for children here, so I am in a role that people will not understand.  The truth is, everyone with fears and worries are right.  There are so many bad things that could happen, but that has never been a good enough reason in my mind not to help.  If a child will be better off because of my caring, then I have a responsibility to do so.  There are always things that could happen, but that is life, if I was careful or logical I wouldn’t be here.  I wouldn’t be in Africa, working outside of a protected government NGO, taking non pay volunteer job after leaving a nice comfortable paying job. 

So when Catherine needed help I put myself into the middle of the problem and did my part to help her.  I spent a night typing documents detailing all of her possessions (all of which I had given to her) and spent weeks reminding the priests of my special girl that needed their help too.  Finally a family stepped up, and luckily for everyone involved it was a family I was familiar with.  They came to me with their concerns, and I assured them that I would remain an active and ever present role in her life and they would not have to support her financially, just give her a loving home.  So they took her from her old home, signed documents and gave her a new chance at life.  For the first time since I have met her, I know Catherine is safe.  She is in a loving home, with two older sisters and a brother Steven who is now her classmate at Stella Maris.  I text the grandparents every day and Catherine still visits me every day during the holiday, but now she is accompanied by her sisters and brother.  These days Catherine is flourishing like I always wished for her and she finally wears her beautiful smile without hesitation. 

In many ways my role is different now and different than I ever imagined it would be as a “volunteer” or “teacher” or any other title I have tried to label myself.  The truth is none of those titles really fit.  I had to forfeit those titles and step outside of them in order to do what I thought was best.  As a family member, a father, or just someone who truly loves others, you have to make sacrifices.  We are put in uncomfortable situations and have to face adversity for the ones we love.  But God has prepared me for this, He made me stubborn, strong and persistent and I don’t think that is an accident.  I have the support of the priests here, the village chairman, but what is most important is little Catherine’s support, which is expressed daily through her hugs and smiles.  Every time Catherine squeezes my neck with a hug I know it is a reminder to trust my heart.  Now because of her, I am trying to become that “greater” that only the love of family helps you achieve.


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  2. Hi Mr. Mulligan (sorry about the deleted message. our fist time on google account). Max wanted to write this to you: "Hi, Mr. Mulligan! I want to wish you a very Merry Christmas and I miss you. When are you coming back?"

    We all hope you are well.

  3. Terry, all I can say at this point is "God Bless You and All that YOU do". You are a gift to these children and to our world. Pat

  4. terry, I'm a friend of your moms, she shares with great pride your wonderful journey. I can see you are truly her son, with the kindness, and spirit that she radiates...you have taken to another level. How lucky Catherine is to have you as a friend and role model, as well as all the others you are working with. You are an amazing young man.
    Suzy Friedman

  5. Thanks for the comments! Max, thank you so much and Merry Christmas to you too! I don't have any return flight booked yet and my work and my kids are really going to keep me very busy next year. I will be sure to stop by St. Joes whenenever I get home though and see you! Thanks so much Pat for your continued support and inspiration. Your messages always make me smile. Thank you so much as well Suzy. I do my best to make my family and friends proud. Luckily for me I have a great support system and so many great examples to follow!